newSo I used to have a mindsay, but I deleted it. Along with all my other websites like myspace, facebook, friendster. I made all new ones. At the start of this year me and my boo broke up after 2 and half years. It was hard, still is. But Its getting easier, kinda. I will always love and care about CKS. We are still best friends and talk alot. And as long as we are at least friends I am ok, maybe this was for the best. And if it is meant to be it will be but I am not going to force someone to be with me, that only pushes them away more. And besides, I lost myself in that relationship and became a person that I and many others didnt know, didn't like. But I am slowlying finding myself again AND LOVING IT!! My goal this year is to make friends. I dont have nearly enough. So i am going out more meeting new people, trying to make more friends. Alot of things are changing too. I am joining Army ROTC! I am nervous but excited at the same time. I start classes next fall but am starting PT with them now because there is a 4 week course I am taking over the summer in KY and I want to be in shape.
So thats where I am now. Living life one day at a time.
Enjoying Every Second of it!
Alex
