newsSo after going up and down, for months and back and forth. Its finally starting to level out... Or at least one thing is.
I know in the past I wrote about me "questioning" whether I wanted to get back with my ex or not. But everyone knew that I was just angry. Yes I will admit (cause there is no point in lying to my own blog) there were times when I thought that I didnt want to get back with ex cause my ex had a new girl friend and then i tried to go out on a few dates but non of it felt right, I kept thinking about my ex. And there were times that we were soo nasty to each other and I cried and yelled and just got soo angry. But I realized that I got so upset cause I cared so much. You just don't stop loving someone after 2 and half year. And I know I am not innocent in this whole thing I was a bitch and all that too and her just as upset.
BUT NOW!!!
Things are starting to get better between the 2 of us! We've been talking and stuff and working on us for the last few weeks. And its been gonig well. Then the other night we got back together!! And yes i was told that is was on a shaking foundation BUT I hope we can build a rock foundation. I really hope things work out for us. Yes we both have a lot of work to do, and we both still have growing up to do. But I think if we work hard and communicate we can make this work. I really want it to work.... Well thats it for now.
I miss you Boo! I love you and I pray nothing but the best for the 2 of us!! We can do it!!
Alex
