God I'm sitting here with tears down my face. And I want just want to say that I know that there are more people out there that probbly have MUCH bigger issues but that doesnt mean I'm not confused, upset and still crying.
Me and x have been trying to talk and try and work things out. But its not going well. We can't seem to meet eye to eye on any of our issues. Im just so torn and heart broken. Its all just so muh for me to take at once. One on hand I just don't think its going to work out because we just seem to get over the past. The thing is this... When we met, I was about to enlist in the United States Army. It was something I always wanted to do. I decided against it so the 2 of us could go to college. Well My ex got kicked out of the out cause they wouldn't break up with me so my ex's parents took away college. Then we were going to join the Navy together and I changed my mind and didn't cause I wanted to go to college and do ROTC like I did in High school. Well my ex beame a sailor and I went to school, I got out of Navy ROTC as soon as I got to college. when we broke up 5 months ago in January I decided to join to up like before, because I need to find a away to finish paying for college and I feel and need and duty to serve my country. Well I told everyone about it my ex flipped! And is still really upset about it.
Theres more going on and just right now I just don't know what to do about it all. Should I keep trying to work things out? Should I just be friends? Or should I just forget my ex completly?? I really really really want things to get better and work out! Rawr!!!
Any Suggestions?
